My song...

There is a song inside of me
I can hear the orchestra tuning
Preparing to triumphantly play it's debut
My entire being longs for it to finally be heard

My voice wants to sing
My body wants to dance
My soul longs to express it

if only I knew the words...

Waiting

I'm waiting. I'm in a holding pattern. I have been for quite some time now over several things and while those things have mostly played out now there's still a couple of situations that still have me waiting. I'm not the most patient person, but I trust God has a reason behind it and I just have to wait on His timing to find out what it's all for. I try to keep myself busy so I'm distracted from the waiting, but at the same time I wonder if I sat still long enough to listen maybe God would whisper some hints to my heart as to what this is all leading toward. I guess I long to have an experience in which God would tell me why I'm waiting or at least say something to make the waiting easier. But then I guess that wouldn't really be waiting and would negate the whole point, huh? So I guess I'll just continue to wait.